Im a girl called Valerie Chua,
or you may call me val.lolli.
Born on 20041995,
and that's the reason for my blog url,
I love school because it's where my friends are,
and i get to learn wuber lots there.
I love my family and friends for they are who i am today.
Just so u know, i lurrveeeeee myself, and my life.
AND not forgetting the trees, which i love too.
AND photography. AND art!
They just make me go bonkers over them :D
Proud to be a part of:
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gr1`o2
gr2`o3
ch3`o4
ch4`o5
ch5`o6
ch6`o7
NYGH
101`o8
201`o9
310`1o
410`11
misc
I have facebook
I'm in track and field
I'm in AEP
I <3 201/410!
I want to do art better, and be proud of my works.
(haven't been able to yet)
I hope to smile more :D
I wish to keep in contact with all my friends
I want to be happy, and make others happy
I want to be thankful in life
and many more.
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Saturday, August 08, 2009 @ 1:53 AM
ohkay promise, last post for the day. hey, im using the laptop now, and i do see the font bar here. what's with blogger?
anyway, i just went to a friend's blog. a close friend during primary school. and yesterday, the four of us spoke of her at the fastfood rest. honestly, i feel heartaches again. i always say that i didn't quite care if she comes a not, but actually i do. some part of me consists of her memories and i still keep things we did together. its saddening.
what's become of her? i don't know. i heard from..., she's a changed person. her character, her friends, even her outer appearance. honestly, i don't quite care about her changes, but only one. is she still the person i know? sometimes, when people do grow, things would definitely change somehow. even gen said im more talkative now. but, some part of you remains the same, and i wonder if that part of her, where she's the nice and friendly one i know of, remains.
i wonder, if i do say happy birthday, would she care? i wonder, if i do draw a card for her, would she chuck it somewhere? i wonder, if i do see her on the streets one day, would she wave and say hello? i wonder, if i do still see the sincere smile on her face, dedicated for me? i wonder, i wonder.
like what i just said, "with no anticipations, there wouldn't be disappointments" i had many anticipations, right from the start. but they were all dashed, one by one...as time goes along. am i still hopeful of her? indeed, i am. but some part of me just makes me naturally doubt her. and i do hate myself for that. for a friendship so long, simply within months, they're gone. i feel sad, sad, sad. i feel like tearing, but life goes on. and thus, i won't.
and i believe, one day, she'll realise that we were always there for her. when she weren't there for us.
- im ain't emo, nor angry. get it right guys. just sad. perhaps disappointed too. for such a pathetic ending for a long friendship.
