Im a girl called Valerie Chua,
or you may call me val.lolli.
Born on 20041995,
and that's the reason for my blog url,
I love school because it's where my friends are,
and i get to learn wuber lots there.
I love my family and friends for they are who i am today.
Just so u know, i lurrveeeeee myself, and my life.
AND not forgetting the trees, which i love too.
AND photography. AND art!
They just make me go bonkers over them :D
Proud to be a part of:
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misc
I have facebook
I'm in track and field
I'm in AEP
I <3 201/410!
I want to do art better, and be proud of my works.
(haven't been able to yet)
I hope to smile more :D
I wish to keep in contact with all my friends
I want to be happy, and make others happy
I want to be thankful in life
and many more.
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Saturday, August 08, 2009 @ 1:11 AM
blocks are officially over. yesterday was the national day celebs. it was awesome. hah. i felt really enthusiastic yesterday. especially with all those face and body painting, cum the national day songs.
hahah.i had my face and arms painted. so fun. but, im not that daring like chlo, to stay like that till 1plus with those still on. i wanted to attach a picture but i think blogger's spoilt, i don't see the attach button. there are so many pictures i want to attach, but sigh.
yesterday, i went out- gathering. it was again, boring and stoning. sigh.sigh.sigh. but i think i was slightly more disappointed yesterday. it was...terrible? seeing all the stoners like that. and the non- looking so gloomy. how can we still "us" if gatherings are always like that. i don't know... it breaks my heart. it was devastating. we tried so hard, hoping that everyone would cooperate with us. i guess, that wasn't so easy after all. i read my last post, on that i won't give up trying. sigh. i really don't know if its possible. sometimes, i really want to just scream out and burst to tears. but i know i can't.
well, it's tough trying to understand each another. it's tough trying to get everyone to be HIGH. it's tough trying to organise the best gathering ever. it's tough trying to get everyone to join in. everything's tough.
but then, yesterday, when i was isolating myself in the train. i thought about something; if these bunch of people didn't really mean to come, they wouldn't even spend time coming to stone with us. together. unless..., they don't want to go home? but, they could possibly go out with other people, right?
haha, perhaps, i am using excuses to make myself feel better. but, i'll jiayou.
"JIAYOU, VALERIE!"
life seems much more complicated when dealing with people, relationships and etc. am i more simple, more simple-minded? someone told me that its alright being the first but never be the latter. i remember that, pal.
hey, i can't change the font of my post.and the colour. is blogger malfunctioning? i wonder.
im malfunctioning too. im turing into a stone too. and guess what, my cell's front wallpaper name is "metal heart-." i was inspired by my fellow tablemate, wenjia. haha. when she said,in chinese, "我的心是用铁做的。"
this will be my new aim. with no anticipations, there won't be any disappointments. and i'll never need to bleed again. (:
valerie. i sound emo, but im not. im just disappointed.somehow.
with my laptop, i can upload pictures!
my arms look like this.
haha.
i saw coach yesterday at peihwa. and guess what he told me?
